Can I get a new life ?

I feel like dying. You made it, I hate myself. I just can't forget what happened. I need brain wash! I wanna forget abt it, I know it's impossible for now. Crying now. How to go to school later? Can I just get another new life? Love life! You used to rock my life, but now? Suckish!! Love life does rock my life, but you suck my life. Ughh. Only you know what you did. It's too late. You didn't respect me. I rmb I said I don't want.

Are you bored of me?

Tell me, are you bored of me? Do u still love me? I got the feel like you don't love me, and you're pretending to, or eve I can't get the love from you nowadays. ) : I always thought of negative, I don't know why, you asked me not to think of negative, think positive, but you're making me to think negative. n try to love me. D;In class, I always thought of you, even I don't, my classmates will say smth about you too.
Although you just phoned me and said you love me forever and ever, you promised me.. But I still have worries. D; i'm so so so worried that one day you will change ur mind.
I love you forever, xiang.

Boring Blog.

I have a boring blog, and I'm so so so lazy to update and find some interesting blog skin. Any suggestions? It's monday. Hmm. Nothing special would be occurs on monday. I think today surely no assembly bcs some of the participate went to field.... Uhh. Lazy. Maybe later only I update my blog. And yeah. I try to finish my homework at school and I do revision at home. ( :

THANKS TO MY EYE.

Afternoon, get into car. Jia Wei asked hey! What happened to your eye? Me : nahh. banged the table edge which Idk. Jia Wei : LOL! Me : -.- I know I know. Jia Wei : Why is it yellow colour? *blah blah blah* Get down from car to school. Jia Wei : Hey Xen Pei, look at Elaine's eye. *hide from her, kept covering it with my hand* In school, Kai Ser and YuJeen shouted : SWEET and SOUR FULL MOON!!! Faster ran to canteen. And sorry xiang, ignored him. Hehe. Then in canteen, OMG! What happened to your eye?! Who punched you?! *lots of them asked abt this* And yeahh, forgot to bring da paper. Back to class. Hey! Your eye! What happened? Wei Xiang punched you ahh? *KaiSer or YuJeen said* No laa. Wei Xiang kissed her laa. *Kai Ser or Yu Jeen said* Sigh. Don't know how many ppl had ask abt this. Then queued up to hall, had a speech, I dislike the red shirt speaker. Hmm. No offence. *bored, taked a lot* Back to class again~ Asked Shen to go toilet cam-whore but she said cannot. zzz. Recess time~ Jia Wei : ahahaha. It's obvious! Shen: not really obvious laa. Me : -.- Okay okay, it's obvious and not really.
After recess. Tapak Perhimpunan. Back to class~ Being noisieyy. Pn.Tan comes in. Take out your homework. Me : ehh. Got homework meh? When? Wtv laa. She won't check one laa. OMG! She checks. Nvm. Borrow from others. Ahahaha. She didnt check mine. : ) *stop, lazy to talk abt school* And just now bro took pics of me doing house chores, damn funny laa. Laughed, mum scolded. BYE.

Last night.

Stupid and the tired me. Last night I was texting wei xiang and I fell asleep. Don't know how long later, Idk how I knocked the table's edge. It was damn pain and Idk how, I fell ASLEEP *I think I tot it's dreaming*. When I woke up, I shocked. I looked at my pillow, OMG! WHY IS IT SO MANY BLEED ON MY PILLOW! Quickily ran into the mirror. And tears haven't drop, went to find my mum, she scolded me and said ASK YOU TO CLEAN UP YOUR TABLE....... *forgot what she said* The main point is, if later got SCAR idk ahh. *tears drop this time* Tears drop it own, I can't control it. And she said, cry what?! Later even worse, you're lucky ed, didn't hurt ur eye! After that, I went back to my room, and sleep. Can't sleep well. Damn pain.
Btw, if I did call him last night, that wouldn't happens. Sigh. I don't even know how it occurs. So stupid and funny laa. I didn't even know it's BLEEDING, how stupid was it. And yeah, I can't scold ppl, once I scold, it's damn painful. I can't even close my eyes too hard, it's superb pain. I hope there's no scar on it. : )



Ahhh.. Projects!!! You're taking away my life!!!

My Lazzieeyy-ness

My lazy-ness just ruined my whole blog. I'm so so lazy to update. Tmr Friday. I asked my mum she said talk to her later, after she comes back. Hmm.. I think can laa. Hehee. But I don't wanna go to school, but otherwise, I don't know how to go to Sunway, no way for taking taxi. Erhm.. Ask for Yu Jeen's idea first. Follow him, hahahaha. Ohh. Means Jia Wei has to follow me too. :P Hmm.. Okay my lazy-ness ruin my whole life. Oh damn. So how? Gawdddd. Fine. I actually have nothing to post. hehe. Sayonara. Ohh. yeahh. I rmb yesterday we were playing with da plants, *kesian da plants beside my class* we plucked a few and decorate it and put it on Shen's seat. And she threw to somewhere else, and Cik Ser's class comes, she asked : Why got SAYUR in class one? * few of us were laughing* Luckily not I picked up, and and and, one of it, got Shen's salivar, thanks to me. xP She always asks me, what kind of friend is this? EVIL friend. Correct ed la, EVILELAINE. E and E. Hehehe. Okayy. byee for now.

Ohh. I care ?

You are with ahem? Ohh. Like I would care. Fine.. I admit it. I care. =\ But nvm. Take good care of ahem ya~ ( = If not? Hmmph! I will never bother abt you anymore. Hahaa. Hmm.. And you ahem! Do not break the YOU's heart I mentioned just now. ( = Be a happy couple. Since you two love to be hyper so muchh. Heh. Good luck. I wish you two be happy forever. Hmm.. No da word forever, one of them doesn't like it. Hehe. They two are my siblings. Er.. what can I call them? LOL. Aiyoo.. Idk what to post laa. I just know that I miss HIM a lot. Coming back on Sun but can chat on Sat night. Hmmm.. not bad not bad. LOL. Sienzz. Hmm.. Having my hazelnuts coffee. Kelly be jealous. :P
BYE.
And And And! Don't know what happened to Shen-Li didn't answer my call for few times ed. zz.

A Promise.

STAY WITH ME FOREVER
LOVING YOU ALWAYS
THAT'S A PROMISE

Yeahh. That's a promise for uss. We have kinda lots of promise already, isn't it? Hahaa. But crapp. I kinda forgot. :P Never mind, you're here to remind me everything. hehe. So promise me to be my everything? So that you can remind me about our promise, and remind me that you love me, you miss me, you need me and I love you and so on. ( : hehee. Promised never leave me ? Will you? No one knows for now. ( : Promised not to leave me alone? But u did, this isn't posible to not leave me alone for now laa, you can't stay with me all da time. It's okay.

GTG. Byee.

Lazziey - ness. :P

Gonna be a dead blog, so let me make it alive. :) Seems like I'm addicted to Justin Bieber's Never Let You Go. Hehe. Dang laa. Can't chat with you for 5 days. How to survive ohh. Yvonne kept lc-ing in front of me. Then Kelly seems like gonna get over him. Everyone is having one. Saturday's outing? I'm the only one who without partner (excluding da guys), I think. No. If Yvonne isn't bringing him, then I wont be alone, and if I don't call him, Lai Man won't be with him. :P hahas. Devil here. ;P Da guys said wanna seperate, like this what for going together? Right? Yeahh. If like this, I'm not going. ( : ddeeaarr~ wweeii xxiiaanng laaii~ eelaaiinnee laii gonna cry bcs of you're not beside her, although your heart is always with her, she wants you to be right beside her. ( : Hahaa. I don't want time to go too fast but not too slow. Moderate is da best. ( : Oh yeahh. My projects still haven't start yet. :( Goshh. Borrow Shen's. Heh.

I need you to be right beside me,
dear.
I wish you could stay near me,
so that we won't be missing each other,
that much. ( :
You know that in my heart is always you,
I hope that in your heart is always me too.
You know that I'm yours forever,
I hope that you could be mine forever.
You know that I love you a lot,
I hope that you love me lots too.
I wish that we could never be apart,
I hope that you never thought of leaving me.
We are perfect together,
please do not think of our height only.
We were meant to be together,
please do not seperate us.
Do not try to seperate us,
it won't works. ( :
Do not try cheat on me,
no goodies will occur,
only bads. ( :
Do not love me anymore?
Just tell me.
Just do not cheat on me.

ILOVEYOU, XIANG.
ELAINE LAI . =)
TELL ME THAT YOU DON'T LOVE ME,
IF YOU REALLY DON'T. (=
I changed my topics.
Heh.
Nvm.
Good Luck in love,
pals.

Issh.

What the hell mann! Wtf wrong with da chinese thingy? Once I type chinese and enter or space it closed my window. This is seriously sucks~ Pissed off by that. Eff ehh.

The other topic.
Hahas. Wei Ee's mum knows she couple ed. xDD Hahas. Who asked her to tease me last time. :P Hehe. Her mum is like my mum laa. Btw, I think my mum knows again. Sigh. Wtv. My sis didn't say anything also. Heh. But I know my mum is hinting me again. Hahas. It's okay, it's okay. OMGee laa. She kept asking me about da sim card, and I kept saying my friend's. LOL. Sigh. Idk what to say lar. :( I hope I can go on thurs. :) I love you dearrr. LOL. Being random now~ No choice, I'm just too bored. Friday go again? Sunway? Hmm. Can Jia Wei(boy) goes again? Hahas. So okay better, Yu Jeen and Andreas coming to find me tmr. Err. you both, see first laa. Hehehe. Hmm. Walao~ Sien dao~ And Wei Ee. You call me lar, keep calling me to call you. Wth laa. Zzzz. I will never call you back~ Hehehehe. Ask your Kai Ser to call you laa. zzz. d;
Whoa, whoa They're telling me it's beautiful~ I believe them but will I ever know The world behind my wall? Hehehe. Type out the lyrics that I sang just now. :P hmm. Idk what to post ed. Byee. : )

Need you now.

Currently listening to need you now. Hahas. Dear. I really need you now. I miss you like hell. Staying in da hell now. x) heh. Thanks for helping me to reload dear. :) I love you. Muackzz. I don't know how , I can do without , I just need you now~ Another shot of whiskey , can't stop looking at the door , wishing you'd come sweeping , in the way you did before~ I do really need you now baby, I wish you were by my side, I wish you could hug me tightly now~ I'm always bored without you. Well~ I'm bored, I don't know what to post. hehehe.

The other topic.
I found out that, put font colour is quite fun. Heh. I stayed at da comp for a WHOLE DAY. I wish I could walk out alone or with him without any preventions. Oh ya, are YuJeen and Andreas coming to find me in this week? I'm bored like hell ehh. Boredom does really can kill me. =\ I hate holidays some times. Walao eh. Chua Kwan Yee. Don't say bad about my mum lehh. Your results your prob laa. zzz. Kept saying foul words saja. Aiyo. Sigh. This holiday gonna kill me. Although I haven't start my projects but... Sigh. Boring laa. Isshh. Oh baby, I need you now~ LOL. Suddenly type da lyrics. hehe. Okay laa. I go have my dinner laa. Byee. -END-

I hate you!!!

I hate you, Lai Wei Xiang. You suck! You made my life sucks. Getting worse. It gonna be worst. You're da worst boyfriend I ever had. I hate you. I don't love you at all. I don't miss you at all. I hate you lots. I will dump you one day. Our relationship will no more longer. It's gonna over. Just forget everything I said. I hate you hugging me, kissing me and whatever more. You said don't wanna talk to me already right? DON'T EVER TALK TO ME!!! NEVER! Go ask my friends, they know that I dislike you, I hate you. They know that I'm just playing you. But it's over, I got to say, let's end up. I actually don't like you at all. I don't care about da rumours later, I just dislike you. I'm sorry for wasting your time. I'm really sorry. Mad at me right? But whatever, I don't really care about it. I cried last night? LOL. It's just lying, I love acting, dun u know? LOL. Too bad, it's too late to know that. HAHA. All these posts were just lying to my other friends. Now know how bad am I yet? But it's really too late to know. LET'S END UP OUR RELATIONSHIP AND NEVER BE COUPLE AGAIN. Thank you for reading this. :) Dun be sad though, since you're a player, you will get a better girl. :)

BYE. NEVER TALK TO ME ANYMORE. DO NOT SAY IM A B*TCH. THANK YOU.





















HAHAHAHA. What's your mood now? LOL. The meaning of da post are all opposite. xD
Dearrr.. ILoveYou freaking much. I don't hate you at all. My love for you are still da same. I love you hugging me, kissing me.... I just love you. :D
And ya, sorry for being rude to you just now on da phone, texting. Hehee. I don't want to make it obvious. Hehehe.

I Love You, dear. *from bottom of my heart*
Swear, I'm not joking.

sobz

I cried when I talked on da phone with him last night, bcs my parents wanted me to use back maxis and don't use that digi prepaid which is he gave me. But I'm gonna it sometimes when I chat with him, I asked him to help me buy reload card, and I pay him. :) And my parents wanted to buy me a laptop and put limit on my phone. :( He can't online always. Then how? I'm suppose to go out with him today, but I went Genting last night. I'm trying to go out with him on weekdays, he fetch me. OMG. Heart attack. LOL. sob sob. I miss him a lot. He dyed his hair!! I wanna see. :D So I hope my mum let me out. But most probably she won't. =\ I was in a bad mood. I was trying to chill myself, trying to be happy. I'm better today. Hmm. Idk what to post mann. I hate my parents sometimes. Sigh. Kept comparing me and my sis. Blah Blah Blah. Come on everyone is different, isn't it? Wtf. Whatever laa. Damn. I really don't know what to post. Hee. A lot of ppl going to sg. Hmm. He asked me to follow him, hahas. Next time bah. :D Okays. The other him, I think you should let it go. :) But.. err. nvm. :) Hmm.. I'm bored. Hah. Off to Jen's blog. :D She has awesome posts.

Great.

I'm happy with him. He's kinda awesome. Heh. I fall for him badly. I love him deeply. :D I love schooling days, but not in class, just before school, recess and after school. Heh. He kissed me more than 10 times, I think. I meant cheeks. hahas. We hugged twice only. Pinched me don't know how many times ed laa. Hahas. He's so tall, and I'm so short. Issh! I'm short. :( Hahas. He kept saying bcs he's tall not I short. But I'm seriously short what. Okay okays. Idk what to say now. Hahas. Hmm.. I dislike the word forever, bcs it doesn't appear once. Bcs I haven't reach. hahas. Maybe. What can be forever? Money won't. Oh I know. Friends can, I think. LOL. Okays. He gonna burst my phone bill list. hahahahahahahaha. But his mum confiscate his the other sim card, now using digi one, OMG! My phone bill gonna be even worse! Fark! Hahas. Nvm. My dear maa as what he said, I want to msg my darling also cannot. Hahas. :D Alright. it's time to go, idk what to say ed. Oh yea, next week holiday, I think all full. Weekdays, going dad's showroom and weekends, hang out with friends. :DD Heh. Buaiy.

Hmm..

Am I happy with him? Lots of ppl said I look unhappy when I'm with him, like walking with him, sitting with him etc. I don't know. I feel moderate. Sigh. Fine. Staring at him, everyone says wow. Swt laa. Aiyo. I love him. :) Hahas. He said he's gonna kiss me(lips) tmr. Someone would vomit~ Hahas. LOL. Whatever. Hehe. I love him. LOL. *boring* Oh yeahh. Tmr is da last day of exam!!! Yay! And BOO! :( Can't bring phone to school every day jor. :( Sigh. I miss himz. And stupid daddy! :P He asked me to call him daddy whenever I see him but! Whenever I saw him, I called him daddy, he didn't choi me, only one time. What da hell laa. Shen called him sohai, he choi her. WTH!!! Issh! Damn you! Hahas. I don't care, I told her jor. :P Hahas. She doesn't really believe. Not my business jor ahh, I helped you ed. Hahas. Okay. I'm wordless now. Wad da hell. LOL. Chun Hann said I changed. He said nowadays I keep saying wtv. LOL. wtv like I would care. Haha! I siao siao di liao laa. XD Okay laa. Tmr tembak all kesihatan, gao diam. :D Only study for KH, enough. :D Okay laa. Bye Buaiey. :D

*1 and *2.

*1, tell me, are you ignoring me these days? If I choose *2, I feel so sorry to *1. Wth, I like you two. Isshhh!!! :'( *2, would be together with me? *1, what are you thinking, I give you one more week k? If not I'm choosing *2. I'm speechless now.

*1, I tell u, *2 asked me ed. So do I still have to wait for you? I feel like crying. *1, today I disturbed you, u just looked at me and went off. Normally you will play with me. Nvm. Just forget abt it and let me chill now. Bye.

Confused. Wad da hell~

I feel like crying laa. I fall for 2 guys mann. Wth. One of him just asked me, will you accept me if I propose to u? =) Wth, I said yes. =/ What abt him? huh? Damn. C'mon. Him still don't wanna tell me anything. I will just forget about it. Wth!!!! Gahhh!!! ='\ *sob sob* Haihzz. One is calling me dear as pet sis, the other one is calling my name. What the hell wrong with miee. :( One of him is like pinching my face always. The one is petting me always. Wthf. :( One is taller than me a head, the other one half head. Haihh. WTH!!! How am I going to study?! The one who is confused is only me and one of the him. The other him is like nothing, still can study. Now I'm like confusing you too. So I name them. Okay. The one who asked me that ques is 1 and ask nothing is 2. Kays? Hmm. So finee. Go study first. If not I'm gonna fail my BM. :(

I Love You, guys.
Forgot about the old one, heart breaker. :)
I hope she's okay too. :)
Don't ever fall for him again, to me and her. :)

Byee.

moody. :(

No mood to study ehh. How? Mid year exam is just right in the corner. Just two more days!! I didn't study!! I'm gonna fail for my exam. :( You stupid!! You made that. Hmmph! Seriously I'm really bored. I'm scared that someone perasan thinks that, I still like him, I meant the other him, I'm talking about. Hahas. Won't laa. Hurt him so deeply. LOL.
Damn, I miss you laa heart breaker. Sigh. Why am I missing him?! Wtf! He hurts me how many times ed?! And bcs of that wannabe(as what Yu Jeen said) or wtv bastard, you dumped me ehh! wtf! Fark off la wannabe! He jealous, his farking business laa. Damn effing hate that wannabe. wth can I do now? And the stupid wannabe sent a msg to me on fb. WTF!! I'm so not gonna reply him! LOL! Asking me what test tmr? LOL. We don't even have test tmr! And wannabe, you don't have the effing timetable? Owhh. Too bad for you then. Bwahaha. You think I will pity you?! No way mann! Some more you destroy my love life how many times?! Huh?! Farker! You're so cheap! No one wants you! What you take are all second handed. :P Learnt from Yu Jeen and Kai Ser. HMMPH!

Back to the you, heart breaker.
Why did you wanna play me last night? As in fool on me. You said you like me? Are you kidding me, you said no ehh. And I said I want you, you told me can ehh. But at last you didn't give me.
wth are you playing?! D; I know breaking my heart is your hobby. Isn't it? Or you helped him to take revenge? huh? I asked you to play him(break his heart and dun annoy me anymore) and now you fool on me. Or bcs your friends like me so you cant be together with me? huh? D; I hate your friends or some of them already my friends. :( I don't want themm. I want you only. seriously. FINE! Gawd. Can u ask him to text me now? I feel so bored without him. Few days before that happened. We're so close but now? It got back like last time, we don't really talk. I know you don't love me. Well, it's fine. At least I've told you that I love you. (: I'm always being single just for you. (: I love you only. Others is important to me but you're the most important even family. Hmm. No. Is just like I can't live without my family. :D

I LOVE YOU.

Stupid heart breaker!

You! Stupid heart breaker! You told me you like me. I said you're player, heart breaker. You said you know you're bad. You said sorry to me. And you said I can get the one I loved. But you didn't give me. You said you don't know what to do. You made me cry. I hate you! Damn YOU! :'( And I asked you who do you love. You said you don't know. Wth. You playing me izzit! You're making me mad and confused. I hate you. But I know I don't. I love you a lot but you don't know. You're making me awkward when I see you in school or wherever. *sob sob*
Finee.. I've no mood to post.
BYE.

Stop.

C'mon. Stop torturing me. I don't want to know your friends love me or not. I wanted to know you love me or not. You kept telling me your friends love me. I don't bother. I don't care. The one I want is you. I'm trying to forget you. They confessed to me. So what? The one I want is only you. Why do you want to torture yourself and me?! huh?! Come on. Don't fool me on this. I hope it's real. If she said is real, but we don't know what he said, izzit real. :( Somehow, I feel that he's kidding her. sighhh. I feel like crying mann. It's really torturing miee. I rmb that day you told him, you're my bf, I damn freaking happy altho it's just faking. OMFG! I just know that you added my sister!!! :DD LOL. Me siao siao liao. XDD Anyway. Waiting for your love baby. :D Hope I can get your heart. :)