Can I get a new life ?

I feel like dying. You made it, I hate myself. I just can't forget what happened. I need brain wash! I wanna forget abt it, I know it's impossible for now. Crying now. How to go to school later? Can I just get another new life? Love life! You used to rock my life, but now? Suckish!! Love life does rock my life, but you suck my life. Ughh. Only you know what you did. It's too late. You didn't respect me. I rmb I said I don't want.

Are you bored of me?

Tell me, are you bored of me? Do u still love me? I got the feel like you don't love me, and you're pretending to, or eve I can't get the love from you nowadays. ) : I always thought of negative, I don't know why, you asked me not to think of negative, think positive, but you're making me to think negative. n try to love me. D;In class, I always thought of you, even I don't, my classmates will say smth about you too.
Although you just phoned me and said you love me forever and ever, you promised me.. But I still have worries. D; i'm so so so worried that one day you will change ur mind.
I love you forever, xiang.

Boring Blog.

I have a boring blog, and I'm so so so lazy to update and find some interesting blog skin. Any suggestions? It's monday. Hmm. Nothing special would be occurs on monday. I think today surely no assembly bcs some of the participate went to field.... Uhh. Lazy. Maybe later only I update my blog. And yeah. I try to finish my homework at school and I do revision at home. ( :