You. Himz. E>

I miss you. I miss your texts. I miss your everything. I miss the way u made me smile. The person who makes me smile always, changed since December 2009, it's the month that u text me seldom, getting more seldom and now ends. D; You used to text me every day, every hours except for sleeping times. You comfort me when he broke my heart. You were the one who helping us to goes back, but one of your good friend were the one who separate him and I. And you know that you've no chance but you still didn't give up. I loved you but I know we can be together so I chose to never be with you. So after that we became best friends and so pet siblings but one day I accidentally deleted you from siblings on fb. You started ignoring me. And so on. I remember on New Year, I sent u a msg. And you did reply but we just text for few msgs, and so you didn't reply me till now u didn't text me or even never chat with me on fb. May I know what's wrong with us? Please don't tell me that you forget about me. I don't mind that in your heart am I your whatever, as long as I'm still in your heart. I know you won't see this post. But I wish I could see you somewhere. Oh yeah, on King's birthday, you saw me with Kelly. ( Now I think Kelly knows who's this) And so you phoned me. And I was surprised that you phone me, so I picked up and asked you, is there anything? You : Are you at OU now? I was like yeah. Don't tell me you saw me. So I turned back, I saw a guy looked like you but I'm not sure and we ended up the call. Till now I still rmb how's it so... yeah.. Hmm. I think I could just forget about this. I didn't know that I could rmb the some msgs that you sent to me. It's sweeet. I love it. And I love you too. Hahas. As a friend or what, I don't care. =) I just miss you. I wish one day I could get one more text from you. I just wanna know am I still in your heart. =) Or in your heart, I'm just nothing, a trash or whatever. I wish I could know this. I love you babe. I know I'm weird, but I don't really care. Hahas. Byee. I miss you.