Hmm..

Am I happy with him? Lots of ppl said I look unhappy when I'm with him, like walking with him, sitting with him etc. I don't know. I feel moderate. Sigh. Fine. Staring at him, everyone says wow. Swt laa. Aiyo. I love him. :) Hahas. He said he's gonna kiss me(lips) tmr. Someone would vomit~ Hahas. LOL. Whatever. Hehe. I love him. LOL. *boring* Oh yeahh. Tmr is da last day of exam!!! Yay! And BOO! :( Can't bring phone to school every day jor. :( Sigh. I miss himz. And stupid daddy! :P He asked me to call him daddy whenever I see him but! Whenever I saw him, I called him daddy, he didn't choi me, only one time. What da hell laa. Shen called him sohai, he choi her. WTH!!! Issh! Damn you! Hahas. I don't care, I told her jor. :P Hahas. She doesn't really believe. Not my business jor ahh, I helped you ed. Hahas. Okay. I'm wordless now. Wad da hell. LOL. Chun Hann said I changed. He said nowadays I keep saying wtv. LOL. wtv like I would care. Haha! I siao siao di liao laa. XD Okay laa. Tmr tembak all kesihatan, gao diam. :D Only study for KH, enough. :D Okay laa. Bye Buaiey. :D

*1 and *2.

*1, tell me, are you ignoring me these days? If I choose *2, I feel so sorry to *1. Wth, I like you two. Isshhh!!! :'( *2, would be together with me? *1, what are you thinking, I give you one more week k? If not I'm choosing *2. I'm speechless now.

*1, I tell u, *2 asked me ed. So do I still have to wait for you? I feel like crying. *1, today I disturbed you, u just looked at me and went off. Normally you will play with me. Nvm. Just forget abt it and let me chill now. Bye.

Confused. Wad da hell~

I feel like crying laa. I fall for 2 guys mann. Wth. One of him just asked me, will you accept me if I propose to u? =) Wth, I said yes. =/ What abt him? huh? Damn. C'mon. Him still don't wanna tell me anything. I will just forget about it. Wth!!!! Gahhh!!! ='\ *sob sob* Haihzz. One is calling me dear as pet sis, the other one is calling my name. What the hell wrong with miee. :( One of him is like pinching my face always. The one is petting me always. Wthf. :( One is taller than me a head, the other one half head. Haihh. WTH!!! How am I going to study?! The one who is confused is only me and one of the him. The other him is like nothing, still can study. Now I'm like confusing you too. So I name them. Okay. The one who asked me that ques is 1 and ask nothing is 2. Kays? Hmm. So finee. Go study first. If not I'm gonna fail my BM. :(

I Love You, guys.
Forgot about the old one, heart breaker. :)
I hope she's okay too. :)
Don't ever fall for him again, to me and her. :)

Byee.

moody. :(

No mood to study ehh. How? Mid year exam is just right in the corner. Just two more days!! I didn't study!! I'm gonna fail for my exam. :( You stupid!! You made that. Hmmph! Seriously I'm really bored. I'm scared that someone perasan thinks that, I still like him, I meant the other him, I'm talking about. Hahas. Won't laa. Hurt him so deeply. LOL.
Damn, I miss you laa heart breaker. Sigh. Why am I missing him?! Wtf! He hurts me how many times ed?! And bcs of that wannabe(as what Yu Jeen said) or wtv bastard, you dumped me ehh! wtf! Fark off la wannabe! He jealous, his farking business laa. Damn effing hate that wannabe. wth can I do now? And the stupid wannabe sent a msg to me on fb. WTF!! I'm so not gonna reply him! LOL! Asking me what test tmr? LOL. We don't even have test tmr! And wannabe, you don't have the effing timetable? Owhh. Too bad for you then. Bwahaha. You think I will pity you?! No way mann! Some more you destroy my love life how many times?! Huh?! Farker! You're so cheap! No one wants you! What you take are all second handed. :P Learnt from Yu Jeen and Kai Ser. HMMPH!

Back to the you, heart breaker.
Why did you wanna play me last night? As in fool on me. You said you like me? Are you kidding me, you said no ehh. And I said I want you, you told me can ehh. But at last you didn't give me.
wth are you playing?! D; I know breaking my heart is your hobby. Isn't it? Or you helped him to take revenge? huh? I asked you to play him(break his heart and dun annoy me anymore) and now you fool on me. Or bcs your friends like me so you cant be together with me? huh? D; I hate your friends or some of them already my friends. :( I don't want themm. I want you only. seriously. FINE! Gawd. Can u ask him to text me now? I feel so bored without him. Few days before that happened. We're so close but now? It got back like last time, we don't really talk. I know you don't love me. Well, it's fine. At least I've told you that I love you. (: I'm always being single just for you. (: I love you only. Others is important to me but you're the most important even family. Hmm. No. Is just like I can't live without my family. :D

I LOVE YOU.

Stupid heart breaker!

You! Stupid heart breaker! You told me you like me. I said you're player, heart breaker. You said you know you're bad. You said sorry to me. And you said I can get the one I loved. But you didn't give me. You said you don't know what to do. You made me cry. I hate you! Damn YOU! :'( And I asked you who do you love. You said you don't know. Wth. You playing me izzit! You're making me mad and confused. I hate you. But I know I don't. I love you a lot but you don't know. You're making me awkward when I see you in school or wherever. *sob sob*
Finee.. I've no mood to post.
BYE.

Stop.

C'mon. Stop torturing me. I don't want to know your friends love me or not. I wanted to know you love me or not. You kept telling me your friends love me. I don't bother. I don't care. The one I want is you. I'm trying to forget you. They confessed to me. So what? The one I want is only you. Why do you want to torture yourself and me?! huh?! Come on. Don't fool me on this. I hope it's real. If she said is real, but we don't know what he said, izzit real. :( Somehow, I feel that he's kidding her. sighhh. I feel like crying mann. It's really torturing miee. I rmb that day you told him, you're my bf, I damn freaking happy altho it's just faking. OMFG! I just know that you added my sister!!! :DD LOL. Me siao siao liao. XDD Anyway. Waiting for your love baby. :D Hope I can get your heart. :)

Weekend sucks!

Seriously weekends suck my life. My bro took the psp out, so I'm so damn boring now. I wanna play SDO but my comp will be very lag + I forgot my password so yeahh. Tmr is Mother's Day, seems like my mum is busy with her works. Don't know is Wei Ee they all still going or not leh. Hmm. Nvm la. Don't want to go. I'm like changed my topic, so how? Crap. I don't know what to post.

Yesterday's school life.
I reached school around 1.00PM. In car, there's Poh Liong and Chun Hann. So once I reach there I saw Ally and Sim. So I put my bag and walk with them. Blah blah blahh... zzz. Then, Shen came from CF and oh yeah, Yasmine comes too. We walked to gazebo and Ribbon comes so we pulled Sim to him, but at last she ran away. Sigh. Haha. Walao. Damn bad luck. First, Pn Julie then Cik Ser then Pn Aida and at last Pn Lim. They come after the before. LOL. Then Cik Ser's class, pin nicely the fringes. Hmm.. Okay. Blah blah blah.. Then, here's KH class, stay in class with guys to have test. zz I think sure fail one la. LOL. Bcs of guys and girls' test paper is different so guys sit with girls. I sat back my seat, and Yu Jeen sat beside me. Shen sat with Justin. "IAN NEO SAT BESIDE LAI MAN"!! The couple seat!!! :P After that, recess... zzz. Here comes MATHS!!! Damn freaking funny la. Pn Tan wanted to scold Wui Keat. She was really furious, and her face was like OMFG damn freaking ugly! I still rmb how was it! Show u all if I want to, bcs damn ugly la. ^^ Then she said make teacher suffering very happy izzit? huh?! She was just beside Shen, then I said yes. XP She continues her sentence, if yes go see Pn Julie. Then me was like zzz boring la weih~ Pn Julie again. No new things meh? Say gantung ma, didn't hear u say gantung b4. Oh yeah, the day before yesterday, she closed the gate, and don't let us to go out, the guys at the back, shouted "FONG GAM! FONG GAM! FONG GAM... " LOL. Damn funny. During Geo class, we played also. Laughed like hell. Ahhh.. Lazzy to type la. I wanna dream. I wanna dream about you. =\ I hope in your heart is me not her or other her. =) But I know it's kinda impossible. ='(

I Miss You. D; / Himz.

Are you still ignoring me? I miss you like gonna crazy. More than half year didn't see you already. =( I miss you. I really do. In school when I'm in a emo mood, I will miss you. D; How can u leave me alone? You said that you wanna be my somebody but now u just left me. ='( You forgot everything? How can u do that? You hurt me deeply.

One of the himzzz.
Almost everyone convince me not to accept you. I'm so confused. Even one of your friend asked me do not. LOL. What friend is this? I know. I do miss you sometimes, seriously. Hehee. I know you know I love you. And I know you love me lots. But.... we just can't make it. Hmm.. I know you would give up some day, but I said I would be with you some day. How? Lord! I'm confusing myself. Gahh. Don't care, leave it. And oh yeahh. Is that guy really likes me ah? OMFG! You two just have quarrel izzit? Don't use me to bet weih. Walao.

Another himz.
Hmm.. Are u in a relationship? Someone told me, you are. =( Nothing much to talk about you. *forgetting everything about you* hehehe. Wish I can. =P

You. Himz. E>

I miss you. I miss your texts. I miss your everything. I miss the way u made me smile. The person who makes me smile always, changed since December 2009, it's the month that u text me seldom, getting more seldom and now ends. D; You used to text me every day, every hours except for sleeping times. You comfort me when he broke my heart. You were the one who helping us to goes back, but one of your good friend were the one who separate him and I. And you know that you've no chance but you still didn't give up. I loved you but I know we can be together so I chose to never be with you. So after that we became best friends and so pet siblings but one day I accidentally deleted you from siblings on fb. You started ignoring me. And so on. I remember on New Year, I sent u a msg. And you did reply but we just text for few msgs, and so you didn't reply me till now u didn't text me or even never chat with me on fb. May I know what's wrong with us? Please don't tell me that you forget about me. I don't mind that in your heart am I your whatever, as long as I'm still in your heart. I know you won't see this post. But I wish I could see you somewhere. Oh yeah, on King's birthday, you saw me with Kelly. ( Now I think Kelly knows who's this) And so you phoned me. And I was surprised that you phone me, so I picked up and asked you, is there anything? You : Are you at OU now? I was like yeah. Don't tell me you saw me. So I turned back, I saw a guy looked like you but I'm not sure and we ended up the call. Till now I still rmb how's it so... yeah.. Hmm. I think I could just forget about this. I didn't know that I could rmb the some msgs that you sent to me. It's sweeet. I love it. And I love you too. Hahas. As a friend or what, I don't care. =) I just miss you. I wish one day I could get one more text from you. I just wanna know am I still in your heart. =) Or in your heart, I'm just nothing, a trash or whatever. I wish I could know this. I love you babe. I know I'm weird, but I don't really care. Hahas. Byee. I miss you.