Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Another nasty day.
Friday, January 22, 2010
Nice lepak! / "him"
The other topic. =P
I saw him this morning after my bola jaring. He joined badminton, but if I join that, I've no choice to see him too lar. Girls and boys separate. So no choice too! And he's in red house!!! Ugh! JiaWei's crush in yellow house!! my house!! Can JiaWei and I exchange? =P Then, he's just hot for me. When I'm in my transporter car, Shen was still there and she saw him. She said not bad ya! Wow! I was laughing that time. Oh ya, laughing. It let me remember sth. During the Geo's class, YiJing, Lai Man and I were playing on Shen but she didn't know. When I was laughing, and Encik Low saw, Shen said she's coughing because that time was having heavy rain with thunder storms so he can't hear properly. =P Haha. Okay, back to him. So sad, I can't get to know him. And JiaWei kicked his chair in the car, but he has no reaction! I hope he looks at the back then I can talk to him. =( JiaWei, you should kick harder! Hahaha. And Kristal keep saying I looked depress the whole day except for the lepak-ing time, of course lar, can see him ma. Can't see him next year ed, because he's in morning session. So sad.
Miss him,
Elaine. =P
Thursday, January 21, 2010
Days With You. (poem)
I can't realise why you're gone
I just think I treat you right
but now I'm again alone
The days without you are so long
these days - without your kiss and smile
and I don't know what I've done wrong
I've been thinking of this for a while
A few questions that I need to know -
why does my heart feel so bad ?
why you could ever hurt me so ?
why can't I get you out of my head ?....
Now I'm standing here alone
with this weight upon my heart
wondering why you're gone
remembering our feelings from the start
In my mind I have all my memories in a range -
each moment spent with you
is unforgettable
but I can't realise what made you change
for me this is just un-get-able
I know I won't pull trough without you by my side
so baby come to me - don't run and hide
The only thing I want is to be with you
please honey - make my wish come true
Don't you know that you make my days count?
And I'm always happy when you're around
it doesn't matter what we do
as long as I'm here with YOU
Dream of You. (poem)
Can't sleep at night 'cause I wanna be with you.
Don't want to live, don't want to cry
Without you by my side.
When I go to sleep at night
I ask God to make my days bright.
I know he will do it - I know it is true.
Because he knows I only want to be with you.
I hear your voice inside my head.
I can imagine us together again.
I know it will happen - I know it is true;
Because I asked God if I can be with you.
I see you and I together again;
Holding hands and feeling the pain.
What a beautiful feeling - I wish it were true.
But I am only dreaming - dreaming of you
Could it be? (poem)
In a dream as old as time
And could it be the arms holding you
Were really mine the whole time?
Could you have been my one and only
The reason I woke each new day
The one thing I always needed
The one for whom I use to pray?
Could it be that I had found you
After looking my entire life
Could it be that I had promised
That one day I'd be your wife?
Could it be that I still love you
And once again I'll find
That you're not just a memory
Only to be viewed in my mind?
Could it be, oh Lord I pray,
Just one thing I ask of you
If you're out there waiting
You'll try to find me too?
I don't really like this poem. =)
Nights.
All of My Life. (poem)
It was not so long ago
when I thought I'd never meet someone like you.
Wrong was I, thinking I'm in control
Believing I'd never fall.
All my life I thought no one would
melt a heart like mine, a heart so cold,
a heart hardened by the past,
protected by shields so vast.
Slowly I was falling
without even knowing.
Only to find out too late
I have no choice but to accept my fate.
I could dream, I suppose
forever, I could hope
there will never be any 'us', that's our destiny
so I wake up to reality.
I lied when I said
I didn't love you,
that my feelings for you
are through.
I lied
not because I wanted to
but because I love you
and I still do.
I wouldn't do a thing to hurt you
but I just have to let go.
I can't hold on much longer
because for us there's no forever.
A Burning Touch of Love (poem)
Are you still mine?
'Cause there are many...
Fantasy thoughts going through my head,
As all I do is think of you...
As I've hungered,
For your loving burning touch,
As I need your love so badly,
Now till the end of time,
I am waiting for you with open arms
To embrace you with wings of love,
To hold you deep within my soul,
To kiss you without control.
Just being near you,
And be able to behold your touch,
Takes me to another dimension,
But, time just moving so slowly,
To feel the heat of your passions.
I do want you to know...
I will always love you,
That you are all I have ever long for,
And crave, and yearn...
That you are the man of my dreams,
The one I have searched all my life,
That every day, more and more,
I'm falling deeply in love with you!
All I can't say. (poem)
There are so many words I cannot say,
when I look into your eyes.
I want to be able to tell you one day,
but I'm left speechless every time that I try.
You must have stumbled across the key,
and discovered so much more.
You found a hidden place in me,
you found my heart and opened the door.
And I cried in pain
of losing my dear friend.
Will it ever be the same again?
If it passes will it be the end?
I realized it was worth so much,
as I lie in bed that night.
So I allowed my soul to be touched,
without even putting up a fight.
Are my eyes deceiving me,
when I see you standing there?
Are you playing games,
just to prove I care?
You speak my name in a prelude,
in a reference to love,
with such loving attitude,
as if it were a message from above.
With the palms of your hands
pressed firmly against mine,
a white doves lands,
and the sun begins to shine.
Someday I will see,
though that day has not come yet.
You'll say you love me,
but will you ever forget?
If that happens and my spirit dies,
if my emotions drop,
will you want to hold me when I cry?
Or will the love just suddenly stop?
We can't expect to fall in love and never cry.
You'll stay and play your part,
but after the beauty starts to die,
will your footprints still be on my heart?
Though it would be hard to say goodbye,
your friend I'll always be,
as long as we always try,
to keep the friendship between you and me.
The letter I will not send
will casually inquire,
how could you have brought it to an end?
I was your one desire.
After this life is over,
you'll be one person I know I'll miss.
It'll be too late to start over, and so I leave you with this...
I'll hold you for a lifetime,
if you'll just hold my hand.
We could have a wonderful time,
in the days we have not yet planned.
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Counted as unlucky day and nasty day. =(
Alright. Bye. =)
Elaine.
Saturday, January 16, 2010
Totally random.
Friday, January 15, 2010
Depressed.
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
Aww..
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Damn Funny and Sick!
Funniest day!
Bye~
Monday, January 11, 2010
Nothing special.
Oh ya, I know that guy's class. And his sir name starts from L and his last name is Hann the middle name, I don't know. =P
Saturday, January 9, 2010
Random. =)
p.s. My heart is with you, but your heart isn't with me. =(
Lol. Talking craps again. =P I hate ppl talking non-sense last time but now? So do I. XP ^^
Friday, January 8, 2010
All changed. =D
Last day of school this week. =P
Thursday, January 7, 2010
Fourth Day of school.
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
Third Day of school.
Tired,
Elaine.
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
Monday, January 4, 2010
First day of school.
Friday, January 1, 2010
Hyper!^^ Second post of 2010. Hehehe..
Tata~
New Year, New Elaine. =P
Happy New Year, readers!!!
Remember the happiness and forget the sadness. But the important thing is don't forget me! Hehehe.. Alright. Off to fb now. ^^